once a week

[8:26:14] Bender: I've changed my avatar as u demanded!

[8:27:41] N.: now you're behaving

[8:29:14] Bender: this is my brand-new productivity thing "one hard decision a week"

[8:30:09] N.: given your age, I'd expect you to have something hard at least once daily

[8:30:33] N.: but who cares, once a week isn't bad either. at least keep it regular, that's what I say.

[8:30:42] Bender: ))) nice!

[8:31:19] N.: знал бы ты как меня кроет

[8:31:46 | Bender: о! я уже в этом не сомнываюсь

[8:32:11] N.: "ю", that's the letter.

[8:32:21] Bender: fuck!

 [8:33:06] N.: always regret that some words are misspelled by many. try to live with ёгурт, ёга, but! йожык.

 [8:34:16] Bender: I should post out chats public and make my living of context advertising

[8:34:58] N.: I always publish my best chats, btw

[8:35:24] Bender: duh (

[8:36:16] N.: Russian "ёпта" sounds way more assuring, than a dull "duh"

[8:36:38] Bender: so you are creative after all

[8:36:46] Bender: is this how you got your 1-st reader? ))

[8:37:18] N.: actually I never intended to show it to someone

[8:37:24] Bender: you're too creative for a vc

[8:37:38] N.: keeping it like a diary, sort of

[8:37:42] Bender: let's switch back to nasty sweet raidering! ))

[8:41:55] Bender: I killed my blogs recently

[8:41:59] Bender: and launched a new one

[8:42:02] Bender: with black jack and...

[8:43:18] Bender: but it will have nothing spirtual - only weight-loss plans, my typed hate to moscow and lifehacks ))

[8:43:58] N.: that's your holiday life, not to care about spiritual

[8:44:05] Bender: I'm living you for now - need to join V. and few sle(a)pless startupers ))

[8:44:14] N.: in the next one you'll have to do something meaningful

[8:44:35] Bender: i see

[8:44:51] Bender: looks like I'm on the right path )

[8:45:16] N.: the real one is middle way, not the right path

[8:45:19] N.: hahaha

[8:45:41] Bender: don't understand middlewat thing

[8:46:02] Bender: should you mean mediocre?

[8:49:17] N.: nope

[8:49:29] N.: means: balance

[8:50:04] N.: not too much attached to either side, enjoying your natural state

[8:52:59] Bender: teacher, what if my natural sucks?

[8:53:20] Bender: I mean really, big time!

[8:53:47] Bender: should I kill myself of anxiety

[8:54:32] N.: indeed you should kill yourself up the wall

[8:54:48] N.: but that 'yourself' is not the real one

[8:55:00] N.: it is just the corpse of your real life

[8:55:20] N.: yesteryear leaves/leafs/(even 'lives' would make sense) from your tree

[8:55:30] Bender: red-bricks wall? isn't it what I'm doing now earning my  inglorious living?

[8:56:52] N.: no, you're nurturing your ego, that the opposite thing

[8:57:57] N.: (you know what, I'll publish this chat, if you don't mind. that's so fucking cool.)

[8:59:08] N.: (I'll substitue your name with 'Bender')